Friday, February 19, 2016

Wendy Mitchell-Your Love Will See Me Through (live performance)







This is a brand new song, I sung this during our weekly Torah Service. Below is the story behind this song. I will be going into the studio in February to professionally record this song.  I will then add to my website at that time. Please see all my other songs on my website: http://www.lovescreation.net/#!lovescreationmusic-/wlo3h

Your love will see me through

I used to wish I had more from this life
That wealth was all that I’d need
If riches could make me whole, it would make me complete
But the wealth was always inside of me
But then You helped me realize, that I was wrong, It’s inside me all along

Why did it take so long, to see that I was so wrong
For You have called me by name
There’s nothing that I can do, to be more loved by You
For Your love will see me through

When You came to me, You revealed a simple truth
That my worth is not found in this world
I am a jewel, a treasured gem
More than the lilies of the field
I don’t have to have wealth or fame
My worth is finally found, deep inside of me
It’s been there all along

Why did it take so long, to see that I was so wrong
For You have called me by name
There’s nothing that I can do, to be more loved by You
For Your love will see me through
I have all I need in You
For Your love will see me through


The story behind the song:
Yahweh sent a pretty hard trial my way this week (Feb 2016), and praise Yahweh I remained still and didn’t react in ways that would damage me or others around me. A new song came from this trial that I want to share with you. Yahweh has always used writing songs and poetry as a way to help me heal from the trials of life I was going thru. This recent trial is no different. So, this trial started with a dream I now know Yahweh gave me as a warning. Of course at the time of the dream, I didn’t understand what it meant until the trial was over.

It was about 2 weeks ago I had a very disturbing dream. I had been praying that Yahweh would allow me to start to have prophetic dreams or visions. I have only had one recurring prophetic dream that was the same dream over a span of 25 yrs, and that was, that Yahweh was going to reconcile me to my 1st husband. Well that dream came to pass May 10, 2013 after a 22 yr divorce.

Well this dream is of a very personal nature, so I wont go into the specific details, except to say it was a 2 fold warning. It was a warning that my marriage would be attacked, and my musical calling would be put “into the fire”.  I knew when I woke from the dream, that it wasn’t just a silly “nightmare” type of dream that we all have. It was very unsettling to me and I prayed and asked Abba what it meant. Then it just faded from my mind. Well, this week, Yahweh reminded me of that dream I had 2 weeks ago or so. I know now, that it was a warning of what was about to happen. The enemy meant to hit me at the very heart of this calling to get back into music, as well as destroy my marriage. If he could take out 2 birds with one stone, all the better.  It was meant to crush my self worth in this calling on my life. So how did Yahweh use this trial by fire? He showed me that my self worth doesn’t come from the world or even those closest to my heart. My worth is only found in Him. He wanted me to really KNOW just who I am in His eyes.  He needed me to understand, that I don’t have to have the accolades of people, to know what a precious gem I am in His eyes. Sure, we all love that pat on the back, to say “good job, keep it up” but what if you don’t get that? Do you just give up, throw in the towel and say you’re a failure? That was what Yahweh was trying to show me thru all this. What Satan meant for destruction, Yahweh meant for my good. 

I mean look at any trial this way. If your not doing something that is damaging to the enemies kingdom, why would he single you out?  We all know the Lord's prayer. Well the more accurate translation from the Hebrew on “lead us not into temptation” is “lead us not into hard testing, but deliver us from the evil one”.

Well for whatever reason, Yahweh knew I was strong enough to pass this hard trial. Oh sure, my emotions were all over the place and I shed many tears this week. But I tried to remain still and not react in ways I would have always reacted in the past. I can finally say that “old man” that I used to be, is dead. I can't ever let myself get too comfortable in this, and let my guard down. I have to always be on guard, so I remain still, or that old man could come to life at any moment. It is a matter of the mind. We make a choice to take our thoughts captive. So, this is the song, that has come from this "trial by Fire". My hope is knowing I came through that trial as refined gold. The only accolade I want to hear, is from my Heavenly Father of "Well done, thou good and faithful servant".

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